I really wish you would talk to me. Spending this beautiful weather indoors because you have no one to spend it with is so lonely.
Probably quite obvious why I’m at the doctors when I’m biting my lip, tapping my feet and fidgeting. Stupid anxiety.
He didn’t weigh me this time though, probably look too ‘healthy’.
I feel so ugly and fat and I just hate myself right now. Thank you so fucking much for ruining my self esteem, like I had any anyway.









