I really wish you would talk to me. Spending this beautiful weather indoors because you have no one to spend it with is so lonely.

Probably quite obvious why I’m at the doctors when I’m biting my lip, tapping my feet and fidgeting. Stupid anxiety.

He didn’t weigh me this time though, probably look too ‘healthy’.

I really really fucked up this time and I am so disappointed in myself :(

I feel so ugly and fat and I just hate myself right now. Thank you so fucking much for ruining my self esteem, like I had any anyway.

desolate-destruction:

this makes my heart hurt :(

desolate-destruction:

this makes my heart hurt :(

I think I may be developing lanugo.

Well, it has been there a while (on my arms and stomach) but I only just kind of put 2 + 2 together and realised it could be that. Maybe it’s not though.